So tonight/today i was on my favorite image/b/
oard, in a
baww thread, and i found humanity at its best, and before it 404'd they opened a
tinychat for those of us in the thread and here is what i saw:
[6:57] Topic:
Baw. w
[6:57] eh: crying on the inside
[6:57] eh: I hate myself.
[6:57]
bawwwanon:
femanon, you aren't the one with the five year old are you?
[6:57]
poemguy: me to man
[6:57] poop: when the thread 404s, it will take a piece of me with it.
[6:57]
femanon: Nah, that's not me.
[6:57] anon: don't hate yourself
[6:57]
bawwwanon: because I have some shit she needs to hear.
[6:57]
bawwwanon:
ok[6:57] guest-28857 changed nickname to
iamsadinnj[6:58] poop:
pfffffffffffffffttttttttttttttt[6:58]
ughlie: you don't mean me do you, I was called
femanon[6:58]
iamsadinnj: hell fellow sad/
depresed people
[6:58]
bawwwanon: dunno, seems there were a few
femanons in the thread
[6:58] revived: Depressed?
[6:58]
bawwwanon: if
your'e the one who wants to kill herself and has a five year old, I mean you
[6:58] anonymous: Greetings equally sad anon.
[6:58] revived: Fuck no, I think it's hilarious.
[6:58] revived: Life is a joke, and it's on you.
[6:59]
poemguy: and 404
[6:59] poop: gone
[6:59]
ughlie: but i don't have a kid, but i am going to kill myself
[6:59]
bawwwanon: sigh
[6:59] guest-28882 entered the room
[6:59]
bawwwanon: Are you the one going to sit on the rock?
[6:59] poop: poop
[6:59]
femanon:
Awww :( I hope that guy got my e-mail address before it 404'd
[6:59] anonymous: Kill yourself?
[6:59] anonymous: Why?
[6:59] guest-28882 changed nickname to
hassuranon[6:59]
ughlie: ya, no kid though, i was talking about my dad in the first post, never mentioned a kid
[6:59]
bawwwanon: I hope that girl saw my post before it 404'd
[6:59]
bawwwanon: okay, I confused you for her
[6:59]
bawwwanon:
lol[6:59]
poemguy:
im shure she did
[6:59]
bawwwanon: Hi
[7:00] poop: the greatest victory is not letting the shit beat you
[7:00]
femanon:
Haha, it's all good
[7:00]
bawwwanon: You wrote me back and said "I was talking about my dad, I don't have a kid."
[7:00] poop: rest in peace Sarah. you were an angel.
[7:00]
bawwwanon: I unfortunately didn't see your post
[7:00]
poemguy: as i said
dont let the world win if it does.... you have let the world win 1 more time the
[7:00]
ughlie: it's alright
[7:00]
poemguy: then it should have*
[7:00]
bawwwanon: What's wrong,
ughlie?
[7:01]
iamsadinnj: i was turned away from the military about a week ago, they told me its because i look diff
[7:01]
ughlie: too much, can't handle it, the therapist can't either, everything is going no where
[7:01] poop: is the herpes guy here? or the aids guy?
[7:01]
bawwwanon: I liked the herpes guy
[7:01]
bawwwanon: what is "too much"?
[7:01]
poemguy:
iamsad man
im joining up
becuse i feel that all i can do with my self ha...
cormen navy
[7:01] anonymous: Nothing is ever too much. This is some bullshit motivational crap, but there's never
[7:02] anonymous: a problem you can't solve.
[7:02] revived:
iamsadinnj, go to a different recruiter.
[7:02]
poemguy: ya
[7:02]
bawwwanon: yes, NJ
[7:02]
bawwwanon: or a different branch
[7:02]
poemguy: or diff branch
[7:02]
poemguy:
haha[7:02] revived: Corpsman? Good man.
[7:02]
bawwwanon:
lol same
[7:02]
poemguy: thanks :)
[7:02]
ughlie: the eating disorder that's killing me, my parents who disowned me
[7:02]
iamsadinnj: i did
imwas rejected by the navy three times all for the same reason
[7:02]
femanon: Try the Air Force, they take more than the others do.
[7:02]
hassuranon: I tried to join service once.
[7:02]
ughlie: they don't even look at me
[7:02] poop: or don't be in the military. maybe its a sign.
[7:02]
bawwwanon: wait...you're going to college right?
[7:02]
poemguy: after navy i am
[7:03]
bawwwanon:
ughlie I mean
[7:03]
poemguy: as a corpsmen tho i might not maybe ill go
carrear haha[7:03] poop: poop
[7:03] anonymous: What's your eating disorder?
[7:03]
bawwwanon: career navy isn't so bad
[7:03]
ughlie:
i'm in college now, on loans with interest
[7:03]
bawwwanon: career
af is the way to go, it's a breeze
[7:03]
iamsadinnj: not an eating disorder, i have a slight
concaved chest
[7:03] revived: The Air Force is filled with people who just bitch all day.
[7:03]
bawwwanon: i did reply to you, just got your stuff mixed up with someone
else's too
[7:03] revived: Trust me.
[7:04]
bawwwanon: i know revived, my dad was career
af[7:04] poop:
pffffffffffffftttttttttt[7:04]
bawwwanon:
OMG THE CABLE IS OUT
[7:04] revived: Reservists are the worst.
[7:04]
ughlie: anorexic behavior with 1 week interludes of bulimia
[7:04]
ughlie: every 4 months or so
[7:04] poop: i have been floating the air biscuits
[7:04]
poemguy:
ug man :(
[7:04]
femanon: Oh
yay! He got my e-mail address :)
[7:04]
ughlie: i
hatem yself[7:04]
bawwwanon: I was telling you in one of my threads that my husband and I have $40 of loans to pay
[7:04]
ughlie: myself
[7:04]
bawwwanon: $40k i mean
[7:04]
poemguy: damn :(
[7:05]
bawwwanon: it sucks but it's good for your credit believe it or not
[7:05]
poemguy: see
everythign is money
[7:05] poop: is this mainly
femanons?
[7:05] guest-28977 entered the room
[7:05]
bawwwanon: i refuse to admit being
femanon[7:05] anon:
LOL[7:05] guest-28977 changed nickname to
huganon[7:05] anonymous: Yeah,
Bawwanon, funny enough paying off my loans has been the only thing keeping my credit
[7:05] anon: yeah same
[7:05] anonymous: up.
[7:05]
poemguy:
ok here
whos a fem?
[7:05]
bawwwanon: maybe i am, maybe
i'm not
[7:05]
poemguy:
ok your a cool person how that?
[7:05]
bawwwanon: me too anonymous
[7:06] anon: fuck that .
i'm a girl hate on me if you want
[7:06]
ughlie:
i'm not going to have a
relationship, i have to pay it myself, i can't pay for any therapy
[7:06]
poemguy:
whyd i hate you?
[7:06] poop: i wish i had a vagina...in my face right now. :)
[7:06]
poemguy: ha
[7:06]
femanon:
Haha[7:06] anonymous: This chat is from a
baw thread.
[7:06]
ughlie: it's been going on for so many years, i wake up with weird hart
rythms[7:06]
bawwwanon: none of us want to admit it because one of you will be smart and ask for tits
[7:06] anonymous: We're not going to hate one anyone I don't think.
[7:06]
hassuranon: Anyone else get the feeling when you're up too late, that despite the fact that the sun is
[7:06]
ughlie: and shake and
spontaneously throw up sometime, i have to stop this
[7:06]
huganon: Not after that
baww thread. :(
[7:06] revived: I just wish I could hold her again.
[7:06]
ughlie: one way or another, i did this to myself
[7:07]
bawwwanon:
ughlie, I know this isn't the first time you've heard someone tell you to hang on...you've
[7:07]
hassuranon: rising, that it would stay dark, so you could pretend that the world was only yours.
[7:07]
poemguy: god i hate that rule... tits or
gtfo...
im sorry but can we remove that rule?
[7:07]
bawwwanon: dealt with this a while I imagine
[7:07] guest-29001 entered the room
[7:07]
poemguy: ha
[7:07] guest-29001 changed nickname to
looko[7:07]
femanon: Seriously, I don't like it either...
[7:07]
bawwwanon: I'd love to poem
[7:07]
ughlie: since my 2
nd year at
highschool[7:07]
bawwwanon: if you're in school there is a counselor that is provided free of charge
[7:07] poop: RIP Sarah
[7:07] anonymous:
Ughlie, it sounds like you just need to either find some real source of willpower
[7:07] anon: this isn't /b/ this is
epicbaw tiny chat
[7:07]
bawwwanon: depends on the school how many free visits you get
[7:07]
hassuranon: Am I the only one who loves that time of night when you feel alone in the world?
[7:07] anonymous: Or a friend to sit with you.
[7:07] revived: Yeah.
[7:08] revived: I get that a lot.
[7:08]
ughlie: i don't have any real life friends
[7:08]
poemguy: we
dont have some one
[7:08] anon: it's the reason why i stay up
ridiclously late every night
[7:08] revived: I sometimes go to the beach at 4 AM.
[7:08]
huganon: You aren't,
hassuranon.
[7:08] revived: Because all the bars and clubs are cleared out.
[7:08] anon: well that and so that i can justifiably sleep in all day
[7:08]
bawwwanon: where do you live
ughlie? no city, just your state
[7:08]
hassuranon: I wish I had a beach
neaarby.
[7:08]
ughlie: i hate on at
highschool, none in college though, and i tried will power
[7:08]
hassuranon: I would do that every night.
[7:08] anonymous: Alright, well, you need to find some way to help yourself.
[7:08]
ughlie:
wisconsin[7:08]
bawwwanon:
oooh. I lived in
appleton a long time ago
[7:08]
femanon: Another anon just sent me an e-mail, it made me cry. Can I post it?
[7:08] revived: Or go to the Everglades and be able to stare for miles in every direction without a single
[7:08]
poemguy: ya
[7:08]
femanon: In a good way, that is
[7:08] revived: Human in sight.
[7:08] anonymous: Sure, Fem.
[7:08]
bawwwanon: post away
femanon[7:08]
huganon: Go for it. :)
[7:09]
hassuranon: Go for it.
[7:09]
femanon: This is not the anon you were looking to help, but I wanted to thank you for the courage t
[7:09]
bawwwanon: before you get eaten by a python that is, revived
[7:09]
femanon: Ah, it didn't all fit, hold on
[7:09] revived: I have my weapon.
[7:09]
hassuranon: I would help you, but I think it would get confusing going between your
[7:09]
bawwwanon:
ughlie, are you going to a
UW school?
[7:09] revived: I usually sling my AR-15 or 870.
[7:09]
hassuranon: inbox and my sent folder.
[7:09]
ughlie: yeah
[7:10]
bawwwanon: when I was up there, if I remember correctly, they provide 12 free visits a year
[7:10]
bawwwanon: now, this was 1998 so it may have changed
[7:10] poop: you are 34?
[7:10]
bawwwanon: I'm 31
[7:10]
femanon: You're here anyways. Thank you, that e-mail made my night :)
[7:10] poop: poop
[7:10]
femanon: Er, morning :)
[7:10]
hassuranon: Then it has made mine as well.
[7:10]
bawwwanon: <---
oldfag is old
[7:10] revived: I'm only 21.
[7:11] poop: Sarah was 24
[7:11]
bawwwanon: 21 is a good age
[7:11]
huganon: That was wonderful,
femanon. :)
[7:11]
bawwwanon: what happened to
sarah?
[7:11] guest-29056 entered the room
[7:11]
bawwwanon:
i'm glad you got that email
femanon[7:11] poop: did in an auto accident earlier in the evening
[7:11] guest-29059 entered the room
[7:11] guest-29059 changed nickname to
poemguy[7:11] poop: died :(
[7:11]
poemguy:
ninternet fail
[7:11] guest-29056 changed nickname to random
[7:11]
bawwwanon:
i'm really sorry
[7:11]
femanon: I am too :) I always try to reach out. I myself have suffered.
[7:11]
hassuranon: It may have seemed like a small act of empathy to some, but it always touches me.
[7:11] anonymous:
Ughlie, would it help if you had someone to call when you were about to do something?
[7:12]
huganon: I'm so sorry. That makes my heart ache about Sarah.
[7:12]
poemguy: ya man :( that kills me
[7:12] poop: just trying to keep my mind off of it!!! I can't though.
[7:12]
bawwwanon:
ughlie, I don't know if you're in
milwaukee, and you don't have to tell me, but there were
[7:12]
bawwwanon: a lot of resources there when I was up in WI
[7:12] poop: and i can't sleep
[7:12]
femanon: :(
[7:12]
ughlie: i think it would distract me if someone called me
[7:12]
ughlie: and i would just drag on
[7:12]
ughlie: waiting
[7:13]
bawwwanon: that's the point
ughlie, you need distraction when you think like that
[7:13]
bawwwanon: you have to get through it
[7:13] anonymous: Yeah.
[7:13]
hassuranon: Hey
femanon, thanks for not being a troll. I more than halfway expected a
hatemail reply.
[7:13] anonymous: Seriously, if you want, I can give you my number and you can call me.
[7:13] anonymous: When you feel something
comig on.
[7:13]
bawwwanon: anonymous, you are a gem of a person
[7:13] anonymous: coming*
[7:13]
huganon: I don't think there's going to be a
hatemail in this group.
[7:13] guest-29088 entered the room
[7:13] revived: Be back in a bit.
[7:13]
poemguy: i
dont think any us are trolls thank god
[7:13]
femanon:
Haha, you're welcome. I would never send anyone hate mail,
especiallly after
recieving[7:13] guest-29088 changed nickname to z
[7:13]
bawwwanon: i don't either
[7:13]
femanon: such a nice one :)
[7:13]
huganon: Okay, revived. :)
[7:14]
hassuranon: :)
[7:14] revived: Dad's grave needs tending.
[7:14]
iamsadinnj: :(
[7:14]
femanon: :(
[7:14] anonymous: There's too much shit in the world to not try and be nice, at least,
Baww.
[7:14]
poemguy: -_- :(
[7:14]
huganon: ;_;
[7:14]
bawwwanon: i can't fucking be
hurr durr all the time. sometimes shit calls for seriousness.
[7:14]
hassuranon:
lol[7:14]
huganon: Exactly. We all make a difference in
someone's life, whether we mean to or not.
[7:15]
femanon: True words.
[7:15]
poemguy: just hope its a +
[7:15] anonymous: I'm serious,
Ughlie, is that something you think you'd want?
[7:15]
bawwwanon: if anybody i tried to help was trolling, well fuck, it's not on me.
[7:15] poop: I am wondering when I will be able to sleep next.
[7:15] poop: Never felt this alone.
[7:16]
poemguy: you and me
[7:16]
poemguy:
havent slept in 3
[7:16]
femanon: If you need someone to talk to, I'll give you my contact info.
[7:16]
bawwwanon:
Ughlie, you do need a distraction when you are feeling like you want to end it all.
[7:16]
poemguy: ya
[7:16]
bawwwanon: I know you think it drags it out, but so what?
[7:16]
huganon: I don't blame you, poop. I can't begin to imagine how you're feeling.
[7:16]
poemguy: i try to always be talking to people
[7:16] poop: I just need to go away for awhile. Somewhere far away.
[7:16]
ughlie:
thankyou so much, but
i'm sorry, i so sorry, your such i nice person
[7:16] anonymous: Fuck it. Here, 937-623-3307, if anyone needs anything, I can at least listen.
[7:16]
ughlie: i don't see an end to this
[7:16]
bawwwanon: The end to this is to keep on going
[7:16]
bawwwanon: I'm serious
[7:16] anonymous: Now watch as I get a shit ton of sign ups around the
internet =P
[7:17]
femanon: Well, come to Austin, TX. I'd love to help you out.
[7:17]
bawwwanon: I've been right where you are, not the same things happened to me, but I've been there
[7:17]
poemguy: thanks
anom...
[7:17]
bawwwanon: I've had two stays in a mental institution
[7:17]
ughlie: sorry
[7:17]
bawwwanon: the end to it is to keep going
[7:17]
bawwwanon: It's okay, you don't have to be sorry, I'm thankful
fo rit[7:17] revived: And can't walk.
[7:17]
bawwwanon: You'll get through school and you'll find a job.
[7:18]
iamsadinnj: does anyone mind if i post this on my blog?
trpeeps from b actually
bein nice?
[7:18] revived: Hard tile + falling = sucks.
[7:18]
bawwwanon: The bills seem huge now, I know.
[7:18]
bawwwanon: Fine with me NJ
[7:18]
poemguy:
na man i
dont mind the post
[7:18]
femanon: That's fine with me :)
[7:18]
hassuranon: please do
nj.
[7:18]
huganon: Go for it. :)
[7:18] anonymous: No problems here.
[7:18]
iamsadinnj: it shall be done
And so it went on like
that for many hours until I decided to sleep. I wanted to share this because it made me happy to see that random strangers could be so respectful and
generous to one another and i wanted to show any and all of my readers or otherwise who have read this. thank you, and goodnight.
